I've been reinspired

So I think I'm going to start blogging again, but stick to the main theme of my original idea. Food stuff only :) I've spent way too long looking at vegan food blogs and found out October is Vegan MoFo, month of food. Vegans are encouraged to blog about food this month. Anyway I always like to be a part of something positive and maybe it will get me in the kitchen more :) more to come. . .

done with you

I'm not posting anymore

call me for some real interaction :)

how about that?!

Not too bad for a Monday

Especially considering I went out til after 2 am last night. I would probably not have woken up If my sister Megan hadn't called me at 6:30 this morning to tell me my grandpa died. He's been having health problems and things just gave out on him. It is sad but I didn't even cry, I haven't been close with him since he divorced my grandma for his mistress when I was like 12 years old. He was a nice guy though and I feel bad for my mom, she has been driving to Monterey every other day to see him. I have to call her tonight but it may feel weird cause I'm not sad. I feel like a bad person but I also feel like I didn't even know him.
Other than that the rest of the day was surprisingly pleasant. The cab driver who got me to work on time was cool to talk to and didn't let me tip him. I really love San Francisco. And things are so fun right now. I don't want it to go away.
Last night I went out with Jasmine and we met up with some of our neighbors at Kilowatt. Had some beers and chatted with them. Then we went to D and danced, Jonah was there and he danced with me. Dancing makes me laugh soo much! I get so embarrased but it's so funny cause everyone dances bad but are having fun and I love that :) Jonah was so incredibly cool. When I got there he was chatting with two girls and I got a little sad, I have to admit. But s soon as he saw me he came over and said hi. He was present but not too present the entire time. I liked it and Jasmine was "lightweight impressed" by the way he acted with me. Thats good considering she isn't the biggest fan of someone who wants to steal me away. My neighbor told me she hasn't seen Jonah act this way with a girl in a really long time. She also said his tattoos were amazing and went on about how good he is and she wants to get this meaningful one done by him. I still haven't seen any of his work but I know the boy has talent. He's painting the hallway to his apt and it is so so pretty. I was in awe and it's nowhere near being done.
He's being really sweet with me :) and after talking last night we are exclusive to one another. But I'm not his girlfriend, nor do I want to be. Jasmine and I have a double date with her friends from San Jose tonight. I've met her guy once and never met this other guy. It's just the movies, it should be fun since we are going to Imax, but the movie doesn't start til 12am. My sleep schedule is going to be so fucked up. So I need to take a nap right now. A long one! But I'm not too tired. Work was actually quite pleasant today. No crazy rushing or frantic feeling of 11:30 sneeking up on us. It's the first day we were calm and I like cooking with Ranya a lot.
Alright..... naptime I guess.

"Old people don't make out"

That is what Jerimiah said on Friday night when I asked him if he took his date, who is over 30 like him, back to his workshop to makeout with her. For some reason I kept thinking about that yesterday while waiting for Feist. I think it's kinda lame but I can see how they are just over it or maybe bitter by then. Love is not easy but it is supposed to be fun! When I get old I'm still going to makeout!
Speaking of making out and fun, let's me just say I'm having a lot of fun right now. I've gotten to do everything I've wanted to do and still have gotten to see Jonah the past 3 nights. It's weird because I'd rather hang out and have fun and see him casually whenever and he's the same way, although he has invited me everywhere he's gone, I've kinda just done my own thing. Last night we kinda talked about "us" and it was way too soon for that conversation and he kinda blew it by bringing anything up, I like that he likes me but I don't know what I want and am confused as to what he wants. When we woke up I asked if we could forget last night, and he thought I was over him. I told him it's too soon for me to be over it, I'm still trying to know him. He hugged me :)
Last night I went to see Feist in Berkeley!!! The show was soo good, she is amazing. Really amazing singer and haha soo feisty! She talked to the crowd a lot and was smart, and sassy but she was adorable. And there was this crazy projection the these 2 girls were doing for the back screen. At one point she started with a picture of waves drawn with those projector markers, remember from grade school, and by the end had turned into something completely more detailed and crazy all with her hands. It was so cool. And Berkeley was perfect, like always. I had fun with Jasmine. After that her and I went out to D, met some guy she knew, named Alex, randomly right when we got in, had good conversations and talked to a few other people. We didn't even move from our seats at the bar the whole night, everything just came to us. I met a nice guy named Kurt, I thought he was some guy I met earlier that day at Jonah's so I was like HI, then we just continued to talk. Me and Jasmine are going to play doubles tennis with Kurt and Alex. I really hope that happens cause they were telling us about their outfits and I need to see Kurt in a headband, short shorts, a polo and white cons! After that we went to a small party with them and hung out for a while. It was a good night but I escaped to meet Jonah without saying bye to Kurt. I felt bad but Jasmine said she gave him my number cause he asked :) Well I should finish getting ready cause I'm going to meet Jasmine and Jerimiah at GG Park to watch them swing dance and look at the turtles, after that I'm shopping on Haight cause I haven't done that yet.

Oh man...

Just when I was wanting to give up on you, you make it all better and some! We will see, this may be something more :)

San Francisco boys, boys, BOYS!

Too much talking about boys going on! Girls can be so obsessive. I'm doing my best to not. But it is kinda fun trying to figure out guys, but only if you keep a careless attitude otherwise it gets very messy.
I saw Jonah last night again!
It was fun. I just wish I was more talkative but things seem to be going well. I'm not too sure what I want to come out of it but it's nice right now.

I shouldn't have drove last night

Too many shots, too quick, no lunch or dinner, or maybe too many drunk people around rubbing off on me, whatever reason I was drunk. And it was interesting. I went to Mountain View to visit my old coworkers. I tattled about Gabe having me on front of house and almost cried when I was talking to Clark about how bad it was depressing me. There was a lot of love and hugs and kisses and tears last night. It was Corbins last day and Clark and Myrna are dealing with a lot of changes and stresses at work. They feel like they have to take care of everyone in the kitchen now. And the new EC they deal with sounds like no fun at all. Poor Clarky and Myrna, I miss them, they are going to try to get me back in Mountain View but I don't know that sorta seems lame to go back like that, as much as I'd like it. I hate hating my job. I won't go back though, something will happen and things will get better.

Damn all I want to do is sleep this day away and clean my room but I have to get up to volunteer at Doof.... I hope it's better than last year at least.

A gold star day

Home from hanging out with Jonah. It was a good date, I must say I like him. Maybe not forever but for now, no doubt :) And I haven't felt that in a long time.
And work was not so bad, I realized I actually got that raise for transfering to the city. Doesn't make much of a difference in me wanting to be there but it helps. Tomorrows Friday. I will survive one more day.