This ones a rant

Like I haven't had enough shit on my mind...
Today I found out a guy I had been talking to had been hitting on another girl I know. No big deal since we weren't together but It was around the same time him and I started talking and he was telling her the exact same shit as he was me, with minor (very minor) variations! And let me tell you, I'm pissed to be compared to her, until very recently I couldn't even stand a conversation with this girl, so self absorbed and disrespectful, she's a skanky bitch if u want my honest opinion. So what the fuck?! I would have never thought him to be that way. Maybe thats why I'm upset. It was more of a fling than anything because he did have a girlfriend (ugh, what does the even say about me?) but I truly believed a lot of what he had to say, we've been friends for a while. Not that I had high expectations of anything between us, but I could have really liked this guy, like wanted to be with him, if I was given the chance, but the chance was never there, thankfully.
I home now listening to music and it seems to fade away all the shit I have been trying to figure out. So let's talk about something else! Let's talk about clothes or shoes, let's talk about food and nutrition, let's talk about life but please let us stop talking about petty shit that we all get ridiculous highs off of only to realize the truth. I had just had a conversation with my best friend yesterday, telling her I'm not hooking up with anybody, call it a born again virgin or whatever you want, I call it smart. I would so rather make new friends than meet a guy who tells me he likes me, waste my time and energy, trying to hold on to or find something there to hold on to. I'd rather spend my time doing something awesome for me like cooking something healthy for someone who doesn't eat well and having them say Yum, or going to the gym and getting full of endorphins, or going to the thrift store and buying 3 pairs of shoes and 2 dresses for $10, or soon enough going out with just myself and a backpack and figuring out what SF has to offer.
Enough drama already, I've had enough.